满怀忧伤却流不出泪
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜
永远的深陷在人间

五月天-夜访吸血鬼
飞叶在线放飞心情

我是蝙蝠却不能飞
困在日复一日的街
无止尽的狩猎
彷佛一种天谴

夜色就是我的披肩
日出就是我的风险
舞池里的狂颠
是我宿命制约

上帝遗弃我们却又要给
黯淡的月照亮世界
要我们无尽又无情的繁衍
看爱过的人一一告别
做过的梦一一凋谢
只留下我独自残喘的千年

无法挥舞天使的纯洁
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
找寻着体温和血
找寻着同类

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜
永远的深陷在人间

饥饿是最好的调味
孤独是最强的催眠
疯狂找一双唇
能够当我酒杯

早就对这一切厌倦
也曾愤怒喝下圣水
却又无助醒在
下个漫长黑夜

青春遗忘我们却又要给
回忆的美就像玫瑰
要余生流血又流泪的受虐
看镜中的脸慢慢枯萎
高举的拳渐渐粉碎
只留下了无限唏嘘的相片

无法挥舞天使的纯洁
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
找寻着体温和血
找寻着同类

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜
永远的深陷在人间

无法挥舞天使的纯洁
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
只有像每个人类
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
找寻着体温和血
找寻着同类

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜
永远的深陷在人间

一个又一个孤单的千年
只能够日日夜夜
然后又日日夜夜
无尽的日日夜夜 wu~~
我不能飞

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for you! :)

i hereby announce the opening ceremony for 'denyse's celebration to bid farewell to term papers'

 sheesh :X wth! 

they have left :( ahaha.

Shang Xin De Ge - Emil Chou

梦 天长地久的梦
地老天荒还是梦
天真的我不曾犹豫
我现在只剩下心痛
不曾有过感动
不曾如此怦然心动
飘忽的你就是这样来去匆匆
错 告诉我没有错
告诉我该怎么做
现在的我偷偷的说
我还没真正的错过
不要说的太多
不要说还有很多
你不要说还有很多
寂寞的我 伤心的歌
是谁的错
我试着不再说
这里只有我日子一样过
一回头尝尽苦果
无法忘记
不知道我该如何哭泣
不知道如何欺骗自己
是否知道只有你
是否所有的点点滴滴
和那些醉人却心痛的故事
就在我尽情哭过之后
我就能入睡后忘记
只怕梦到你
我不要 不要 不要
我不要梦到你
不要梦到你
伤心的歌 是谁的错?

When you are on the brink of insanity, you laugh at everything, but you are actually deluding yourself. You do not really find it funny, you just laugh to distract yourself from the collapse of your mind.

Argh my computer is going crazy it threatened to fai| me awhie ago, My |etter | key is not working which exp|ains why my | |ooks so weird, i just rea|ised my fu||stop isn't working either!! !! !! Ahhhh

I need to change my keyboard -;-

Today, i transported 12 cockroaches down to the first floor. And met 2 more on the way down the stairs. 

YAY SINGAPORE AHHHHHHHHHHH
THIS IS SO EXCITING, FINALLY AFTER 48 YEARS

tomorrow is an exciting day! hello 张韶涵! :D

Last night when we shouted LAMBADA it was the last time we would do it as a j2 ensemble, i shouted the loudest i had ever shouted. 

Friday was the last time we would have practice in LT3. 

After concert, as we carried the music stands and footstools back to the guitar room, it was the last time we would ever take that route, though last night it really seemed like an endless journey; when we reached the third floor zhu ge was like 'huh?? haven't reach yet??' since we were carrying much more things than usual. 

Last night was the last time we would play those 5 songs as an ensemble, the last time we would have to get stressed about not following yz's bass for canon in d, the last time we would play bourree together, the last time we would feel a common feeling while playing la cumparsita. 


The days when we just started as a new exco remain embedded in my mind, the first practice when we all didn't know what to do and were so unsure of ourselves, feeling so insecure during sectionals (i am proud of morenita guitar 3s :)) Guitar has given me lots of happiness and also alot of unhappiness, but at the end of the day the happiness outshines my anger and sadness i have experienced thus far.

I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to:

And my dream this afternoon was quite significant, since I dreamt that it was just before concert or something, and i broke my guitar string and i was about to sms zhu ge to tell him my guitar string broke, then i woke up. and then when i continued sleeping after piano lesson, i think i dreamt that some guitar people were having a meal together and i rmb vincent and vivien were in it. haha. 

I guess all of us are quite tired out by the mad rush yesterday, today i felt sleepy for the bulk of the day, even during tuition and piano lesson. Which means i have been sleeping and havent done my csc and econs tutorial. 

Here comes the time to refocus and work hard. 

No one cried yesterday, I wonder when the feeling of loss will hit me. I guess it'll probably be after elections. I don't know, but I will miss the times which we have had, i will not forget our last times. HCGE <3. 
 

Blocks start tomorrow. sigh.

This year's birthday has been very memorable indeed! Lets start with last night haha. wl was counting down and saying faster come so no need to wait anymore -.- lol. thank you for counting down and getting so excited with the many smileys hahahaha :D and thank you eileen for the call! :D sorry i didn't see ur call vv ><

i thought i had missed the class 95 (cs says class 95 is for taxi drivers AHHAHAHA) dedication from vivien cos it was already quite long after she sent me the sms asking me if i listened to class 95! but then i had already gone to the class 95 website and was listening to it play then suddenly the dj said, 'and this dedication goes out to denyse, or is it den-nis, im not very sure how to pronounce it.' then it was so exciting! cos i have never received a radio dedication before! :D then after reading the dedication, she said, 'just to let you know denyse, after 18 everything goes downhill from there.' and i was like erpz why are you telling someone this on their birthday. then she said 'just joking!' erpz again. loll. Thank you very much vivien for the radio dedication :D :D :) :)





Thank you very much for making my 18th birthday very memorable :) :) :) :) 
 

Today was jts! Before that went out with mx,ewe,jon ong,wl, jeffrey. Supposed to go kbox de :( :( but in the end we went to watch 'The Eye' cos jeffrey (the origin of movie idea), mx and wl wanted to watch and jon ong didn't mind. haiz. and uhhh. some things happened in the morning which influenced the change of plans. jeffrey was very entertaining while we were walking to cineleisure haha. my aim in life is not to turn 18 so that i can buy 4d and toto -.-

We ate quite a lot for lunch since we weren't going kbox anymore. 新旺茶餐厅 is nice! and they seem to like 张韶涵/范范 quite a lot. and jeffrey and wl were embarassing themselves by singing the birthday song in cantonese i forgot how many times, singing along to the angela zhang songs rather loudly. HAHAHA. and making disturbing calls.

The Eye was scary mainly cos the volume was so loud that whenever the loud sounds came people around me jumped. HAHAHA jon ong's popcorn flew up and jeffrey was cowering with fear and ewe also jumped up when there were loud sounds hahahaah.cellular memory is kind of creepy.

After that we went to wisma in quite a rush cos we thought we were late but in the end we were one of the earliest haha. then they forced me to change into the dress that they bought n i let szuan take a photo of it in the toilet n changed back -.- and sat with mx,ewe,wl,jon ong,jeffrey,yiyi,libo,rachel,justin. xiaolongbaos are nice! as long as you don't break them while taking them out.

then we spent a long time making noise outside ding tai feng and taking class photos with about 5 cameras, two photos each. then we split up and went taka where they bought ice cream n then we left. The mrt was so squeezy and the yellow long balloon was particularly obstructing and attention-catching. The soft toy was a comfortable cushion for mx to lie on, my shoulder was comfortable for ewe to rest on too! hahah.
( jts photos+presents :)  )

A piece that sounds a lot like the song that plays during 'The Leap Years' trailers. Quite touching.


The same song being played on acoustic guitar. The effects which he does on the guitar are damn cool!